I feel like I am being tugged by two seemingly conflicted view points.
First let me talk about the more fun view.
The first view point is me being a “bum”. No permanent job, but working just to get by with a moderate amount of savings. I spend the majority of my time working on my hobbies which is essentially unpaid labor but very satisfying. Ideally, I’d like to work 6 months of the year and not work the remaining 6 months of the year. My residence would be semi permanent and in poor/dodgy neighborhoods. Which would not be a big leap because I’ve been living in dodgy neighborhoods for most of my adult life.
The second view point is the more responsible/practical view point. In this one I work a proper job and make good money and actively plan to retire early so I can live my bum lifestyle described as my first view point. I may purchase a permanent residence or I may not.
This may be all due to me really hating school right now, and I am so tempted to quit. But I will plod along.
But I really, really, really am sick of school. I would like to not work or study or do anything but lounge around for an entire year
